Well I wont be using this anymore as my boyfriend found it.
I dont know if he will read this.
Hes not mad at me. He didnt tell me what to do. He just you know, loves me.
I dont want him to worry about me. But I dont know how much of this I can change, or want to change. I have bad and good days. Good and bad weeks.
He really is amazing though.
I never thought anyone could be there for me with this stuff.. I didnt think that was possible. That is all. The end of my tumblr journal.